Days Long Passed
Memories float in,
A hint of joy, a hint of sin
Reminders of all that has been
You come to me,
From so long ago,
So far away,
Another person I used to know
And now, it seems,
As we speak our empty words
You pierce my heart
A laugh like swords
Feelings re-awakened
From a dark corner within
Could I let this happen?
How would it begin?
What am I doing?
I know this is wrong
Yet still, you fill my head
As does that old familiar song
A flood of memory
Washes through my mind
The torrent of what could be
Is blinding me
I remember who I was
The things I did,
Just because
These thoughts of you,
They make me want to
Do all the things I used to do
I am not who I was
But is that good or bad?
Seeing you now,
It makes me so sad
Because of all we almost had
I am a monster for wanting this
But I know it could be bliss
On replay in my mind
That very first kiss